One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived
And I'll be a friend to my friends

who know how to be friends
One day I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened
And I'll be married with children

and maybe adopt
One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds
forge the end of tragic comedy

I have been running so
sweaty my whole life 
urgent for a finish line
I have been missing the

rapture this whole time
of being forever incomplete
One day my mind will retreat
And I'll know god

And I'll be constantly one with her
night dusk and day
One day I'll be secure
Like the women I see 

on their 30th anniversaries
I have been running so
sweaty my whole life
urgent for a finish line

I have been missing the
rapture the whole time
of being forever incomplete
Ever unfolding 

Ever expanding 
Ever adventurous
And torturous
but never done

One day I will speak freely
I'll be less afraid
and measured outside of my 
poems and and art

One day I will be faith filled
I will be trusting and spacious
authentic and grounded and home
I have been running so

sweaty my whole life
urgent for a finish line
I have been missing the
rapture this whole time

of being forever incomplete