To my mother 
to my father 
It's your son 

or it's your daughter 
Are my screams 
loud enough for you 
to hear me 

Should I turn 
this up for you 
I sit here locked 
inside my head 

Remembering 
everything you've said 
This silence 
gets us nowhere 

Gets us nowhere 
way too fast 
The silence 
is what kills me 

I need someone 
here to help me 
But you don't know 
how to listen 

And let me make 
my decisions 
'Cause I sit here locked 
Inside my head 

remembering 
everything you've said 
The silence 
gets us nowhere 

Gets us nowhere 
way too fast 

All your insults 

and your curses 
Make me feel like 
I'm not a person 
And I feel like I am nothing But 

you made me 
so do something 
'Cause I'm f****d up 
because you are 

Need attention 
attention you couldn't give 
I sit here locked 
inside my head 

Remembering 
everything you've said 
This silence 
gets us nowhere 

Gets us nowhere 
way too fast 
I sit here locked 
inside my head 

Remembering 
everything you've said 
This silence 
gets us nowhere 

Gets us nowhere 
way too fast